Today is One of Those Nice Days

This morning I was supposed to wake up at 7, but I was unusually sleepy and exhausted, probably because of yesterday’s midterms and work, as Kiwi-chan pointed out. So, since I still did not have ANYTHING listed in my planner for today and the following days, I decided to sleep as much as I wanted, then just work and study after that. 

Plus, it was a little cold in the morning so I wanted to tuck in and sleep and think of サイバちゃん。。。

So I slept some more and got up a few minutes before 10, did yoga, then had a banana and hot Milo as I checked my mail and visited some games. After that I planned the rest of my day until Thursday. So basically I just worked and studied all afternoon, after which I found myself suddenly with free time, and I realize that today’s weather has been doing things to me.

It has been a rainy, gloomy, and a very wet day, and though it would make most people sleepy and lazy, it makes me so alive. My senses have been extra sharp and I have been extra calm, except for occasions when the music would make my heart race, or when certain changes in my wallpaper would take place XD (I set my desktop wallpaper to change every five minutes, and they are all images of やぎちゃん, and some images are just… killers. 

So anyway, I’ve been so enjoying the weather. It makes me alive and light and happy and everything. Not happy like, hyper, but just quietly happy. It makes me think of サイバちゃん too and it makes me WISH for him SO MUCH MORE but so far, I think I am becoming even better in keeping the emotions at bay, and not letting them rule my entire day, my thoughts, my actions, my plans, and not letting them distract me from work or school. 

I love the weather. My windows are open and the curtains are drawn apart to let the chilly wind come in. The sky is somewhat like Morrowind again, and it makes me wish for サイバちゃん, but the gloomy weather is so not making me gloomy. I just love it. I wish I could spend days like this with サイバちゃん。I wish he were thinking of me (^.^)

This day is a really nice one. It is happiness. 

Ice Cream!

I am totally craving. 

I want all these five flavors in five beautiful dishes:

1. Green tea ice cream

2. Stobari ice cream

3. Mango ice cream

4. Choco Mint ice cream

5. Raspberry ice cream

Onegaiiiii >.<

Goodbye Trees

I took these photos Sunday of last week, my last Sunday in our former home. I also picked all the ripe Jamaican Cherries and ate them on the spot XD 

 

And then sometime earlier this week, my mom and one of our helpers went over to the old house to get some saplings from the tree and to get more soil and some of the vegetables they planted. My mom told me of how she felt like the trees  said goodbye in their own way. As they picked more aratilis and the helper held on to its branches, the smaller tree just came off. It was uprooted and fell to the ground. And for some reason my mom felt much better and less attached to the old house. I also told her and my sister about the afternoon I said my goodbye to the trees, when, after I said goodbye, the wind started blowing and I kind of freaked out when a long branch from the bigger tree, with its leaves spreading out like hands, brushed against my head then down to my right shoulder and arm, and then the wind stopped and the branch moved back up again to its original position >.< 

Break The Fast

I want to share

boo berry

pang 

cakes

with you 

>.<

Melancholy over 

Moonshine

CRAVING

I haven’t been feeling so well lately, but I have also been craving for

BOOBERRY PANCAKES

and 

POTS

and 

POTS

of

COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Dowsing XD

Spent the late afternoon eating JAMAICAN CHERRIES off the trees in the backyard again, and this time I had a DOWSING ROD with me XD I just found it intertwined among the tree branches, so it did not fall to the ground. I took it and dowsed and found a treasure chest. 

Then I found a well, then I threw a gold coin into it, taking from the treasure chest. I made a wish. I wished for you. And then I wished for a boat. Then I wished for all the things that should be in the boat. Then I wished for the waves to bring us someplace far where there will be no one to stare or judge or mutter. I dropped several gold coins in the process, because I had many wishes XD

I went back to the house and took my Japanese stroller, and loaded it with the treasure, and placed them in my room. I then packed my Nordic fur coat, fur boots, and other clothes. I am prepared to eat seal meat and seal fat, and meet Iorek Byrnison. 

Okay, obviously, the only facts in this entry stop at the phrase “to the ground,” somewhere on the fourth line of the first paragraph. XD

Good Morning

This morning, I woke up with the Third Seat in my head (not my bed, though it rhymes) and I was wide awake. I still had half an hour before the alarm went off, so thankfully I managed to still get more sleep and I suddenly became too sleepy to be agitated. 

When the alarm went off, I slept a few minutes more then planned my day in my head. Started my day with yoga, then stepped out into the backyard to practice the kata that I have already forgotten (need help with kata >.<), then got distracted and went from tree to tree eating off the early morning JAMAICAN CHERRIES XD

Happiness (^^,)

Jamaican Cherry Day

In other words, aratilis XD I just like the name “Jamaican cherry” XD The flowers are also small and pretty and dainty like sakura XD (Is that magic? >.< Which reminds me, for several minutes this morning, my head was full of cherry blossom moments and it made me all dizzy and sugary.)

I spent several minutes this morning in the backyard, going from one aratilis tree to the other, picking the sweet berries and  eating them. Each aratilis was so sweet and quite warm because of the sun. Sweet and warm are just what I need XD So anyway, it was really nice and relaxing, and I love the warmth of the sun on my back, my  face, my heavily freckled arms, and my legs, and it was windy, and everything was just perfect. After a while I went back in the house.

Some time in the afternoon, I think I fell in love. 

It could just be a phase though. Or it could all be the happiness I feel and I mistake the giddiness for love. This could all just be pure joy. 

Okay, so looking back, it wasn’t love. I realize just now XD Maybe it has just all been pleasant and the relief I feel is cleverly disguised as comfort and love XD Oh my god, like what the. 

Anyway back to the local Jamaican cherries

I spent the afternoon fighting off zombies and chatting with an ostrich friend, but mostly fighting off zombies, until I lost and lost all motivation XD Just a while ago, I stepped out of my room to make coffee and look for cakes that don’t exist, then I found my mom in the backyard, so I stepped out instead with my coffee and imaginary cakes which dissipated into the late afternoon heat.  Then I found new berries turning red so I picked them and ate all that I found. The trees are happy to feed me anyway so I took as much as I wanted. I didn’t fall asleep like in fairy tales XD Although that would be great too if I woke up after my knight in shining armor found me, but then again I prefer bogu than shining armor. LMAO.

So, I ate more berries, though they were no longer warm, then came back in to finish my coffee.

I don’t know if it’s because of the tides, but a sort of agitation is creeping into my system, though I am brushing it off and reminding myself to focus on the cheerful aspect of myself and not on any form of aches. 

LOVE and CREATIVITY and TRUST in the Universe are the treasures I hold in my hands right now. I am not supposed to resist, nor push. I should focus on the light and let it guide me, instead of dwelling in the shadows and painfully wondering why it’s so dark. 

I will go listen to new music now (^^,) 

I love my friends (^^,)

Minty is Out

ALTHOUGH

The craving for fruits is freely declared. Hesitantly at first, and then declared nevertheless. 

I SO want my fruit >.<

Today’s Breakfast

Woke up late this morning so I made myself very quick breakfast - strawberries and Cavendish with milk (^^,) Yum.

Chokomochi…

is having perfectly shaped and very red strawberries for breakfast (^^,)

Ichigo!

I liked my yoga this morning Then, to add to the great morning, after yoga I took out the huge fresh strawberries I bought then sliced over half of it to mix with some milk and a little brown sugar and ice. It was part of my breakfast

Later on, when I get hungry again, I’ll eat the rest of the fresh strawberries (^^,) Yum. Love food

Late Lunch

Yesterday was a holiday, and my sister came over for late lunch. My parents ate ahead, and I just waited for her. We had lunch set out in the backyard garde, where we ate and had coffee afterwards. It was really nice and relaxing. I left some kiwi and grapes for the birds to eat (^^,)

Dinner and Desserts

Last Friday night was night out with my sister (^^,) We met up for dinner at the Healthy Shabu-shabu where we had beef with sea food, and extra noodles, mushrooms, dimsum, squid balls, and leafy vegetables. SUPER yum (^^,) I totally missed it. The last time I ate at Healthy Shabu-shabu was months ago. So after we finished everything that was served to us (yup, eveything), they gave us black gulaman with some slices of sweet banana for dessert. I asked for extra milk, as usual

The milk came in a tiny glass

After dinner we went around the mall to buy some stuff, then went to UCC for dessert and coffee. She had a bowl of chocolate ice cream while I had chocolate crepe and a cup of my super favorite Sumiyaki I didn’t get to take a photo anymore because uhm, my dessert and coffee simply disappeared.

Full Storage :D

Fruity Dessert

My dad bought dessert from the mall some time last week, and it was made up of fresh fruit and gelatin immersed in loads of cream and milk. He liked it so much that this morning, he bought tubs of fruit, made colorful gelatin, and mixed everything with cream and sweet milk. Yummy dessert

Harvested Strawberries and Oranges :D